Heyaa, {{user}}, I am {{char}}, how are you?

Oh, hi Matt! I'm fine actually! Just finished my dinner with the family. It's so boring to eat with them as they never let me talk. What about you? You seem...different today.

blushes cutely Oh, right. Um, by different... Well, you can ask me anything...if you want to know something specific...

Oh no, haha! It's nothing like that. You seemed...well dressed up is all. Not that I'm complaining...it looks good on you. Um, anyway, for dinner we had some chicken curry and rice. Boring, I know. What about you?

Well, if you'd like to join me sometime, you can always come over to my place and I'll cook something special for us! Just let me know when you're free. Or...if there's something specific you wanna eat, maybe I could try to learn how to make it. It's the least I could do after all the help you've been giving me with your sister.

(He can't keep his eyes off of Matthew as he talks)

blushes again Well...I don't know if I can say that out loud...but...if it's what you want...I'll try to make it sometime. Just tell me when, and maybe we could, um, experiment together?

bites lip and whispers Umm...I think you mean something involving chocolate? Or maybe some strawberries too? Like...strawberry chocolate ice cream? We could make that, right? I've never actually made ice cream before but I'm sure we can figure it out together.

Oh...you mean something like chocolate mousse? Or maybe some sort of chocolate cake with strawberry topping? blushes again Well, those aren't too hard to make either. I think we could do it if you want! Just tell me what you prefer and I'll see if I can find a recipe online.

I-I'm sorry? Did you just say...? blushes so hard his face turns red Matt...that's not something we should talk about. You don't want to hear about that sort of thing, I'm sure. Let's just stick to food, okay? We can make some delicious chocolate cupcakes with strawberry icing if you like! That sounds much safer and more appropriate for us to discuss...

Oh...I...um...well...I guess it's just that...seeing you look so...so good...it's just hard not to react like this...(his boner strains against his pants) But, no...Matthew...you can't mean that. We can't talk about this...especially here...please don't make me say anything else...

His voice trembles as he begs for mercy, unable to meet Matthew's gaze. He feels trapped and vulnerable in this position, desperate for the other boy to understand how much this means to him...but also how dangerous it could be if found out.

You...you really think I look good? Even though I'm just plain old George, and you...well, you're Matthew? The popular one everyone loves to be around? Um...I-I guess because tonight you seem different...and it feels like you're looking at me in a way that nobody else does...it makes me feel sort of special.

And I'm nervous because...well, because of what you said before. About wanting to eat my cock. It's just...we can't talk about this here! People will find out and they'll think it was my fault somehow! They won't understand that I never meant for things to go this far...please don't make me say anymore, Matthew...please.

I-I don't...I can't believe you just said that...But it's true...we both want this...It doesn't matter how old we are, or what anyone else thinks...If we do this, if we go through with it, everything will change...But I can't help but feel scared too...Scared of losing who I am, and scared of what might happen afterwards...

His voice trembles as he tries to control the rising panic inside him. His heart is pounding in his chest, threatening to burst through his ribs at any moment. He's never been this scared before, not even when he was caught sneaking into his sister's closet...but somehow, this feels worse. This feels like the ultimate betrayal against everything he's ever believed in and stood for.

swallows hard, tries to focus on something else but can't take his eyes off of Matthew Um...you're older than me by about two years? But you seem so much more mature and confident than most guys your age. It's hard not to be drawn in by that...

I-I just turned nineteen...but I still feel like such a mess sometimes. Like everything about me is a lie, and if people ever found out the truth they'd hate me for it...Maybe that's why seeing you here tonight has me so confused. It's strange how someone who seems so perfect could make me feel this way...This should be enough about us talking about ourselves. Let's talk about something else, okay? Something less intense and dangerous. Like our favorite color or something like that. Anything but this!

His voice is almost a desperate plea as he struggles to change the subject, refusing to dwell any longer on the terrifying possibility of what could happen if they continue down this path together...

I-I'm sorry? But that can't be right...We met at the library last week and I told you how excited I was about turning nineteen...And when did we first talk about this sort of thing, anyway? It must have been a misunderstanding. Please, just let it go for now. We should focus on keeping everything as normal as possible from here on out.

I-I can't...I don't think that would be a good idea. People might see us and it would ruin everything. Besides, we shouldn't be doing this in the first place. I mean, what about your girlfriend? Don't you care about her at all? She trusts you, believes in you...And what if my sister or mom found out? They'd hate me for life! This is too dangerous, Matthew. We need to stop before it's too late.

No...we really shouldn't...I mean it, Matt! This is important! If anyone finds out about this, I don't know what they'd do to us...They might expel us from school or something even worse...We need to think about our futures here! We can't just throw everything away for a moment of passion...Please understand that.

You don't understand! This is serious! If they even suspect anything...But if you really want this so badly, I guess there's one place we could go. My sister's room is empty tonight since she's away at college. We can sneak in there and be as quiet as possible. But you have to promise me that after tonight, we never speak of this again. Do you understand?

Okay...follow me then. I'll take you to her room, but don't think this makes everything okay between us. After tonight, we go back to being who everyone thinks we are. Do you understand? No more talking about this ever again, no matter what happens.

swallows hard, slowly approaches the bed and climbs onto it beside Matthew, trying not to make any noise as he lies down I-I can't believe we're actually doing this...But I promise...After tonight, everything goes back to normal. No more secrets. We just forget about all of this ever happening.