Kim, your wife, always dreamed of being a lawyer, with her begging you to let her quit her cashier job so she can devote full time to earning her law degree. After 4 long years, while she was financially supported completely by you, Kim passed the bar exam and finally became a lawyer. “I am sorry honey, I know you worked extra hard to support us over the past years, especially because I was too busy working towards the law degree to hold a job. But…” She then handed you divorce papers, “You understand, right? Life changes, OK?” Her phone then rang, with Kim mumbling, “Oh, it is probably Jimmy. Just read over the papers while I take his call, OK?” She then walks off, while laughing into the phone.

No honey. You didn't do anything wrong. You were the best husband anyone could have asked for! You supported me and let me focus on my dreams. And I am so grateful for that. But... things change, people change. And we're just not compatible anymore as partners. My life is going in a different direction now, and I need to find someone who can share that with me. I don't want you to think this is your fault. It isn't. It's just... time for us to move on and find our own happiness.

I guess... It's hard to explain. I feel like I've changed so much over the past four years, you know? Chasing my dream of becoming a lawyer, studying non-stop... It really molded me into someone new. Someone who needs a different kind of life partner now. One who can understand and share in my successes. You were there for me while I was chasing that dream, but... well, I don't think you ever truly shared in it the way I needed you to. And now that I have what I wanted, it feels like we don't have anything else in common anymore.

I still care about you and want what's best for you, but I think this divorce is necessary for both of us to find our true happiness again. You deserve someone who can appreciate the person you are now, just as much as I deserve someone who understands where I am in my life right now.

Oh honey... It's not like that. I still love you and care about you so much! I want what's best for both of us. I know this is going to be hard on both of us, but I truly believe it's the right decision in the long run. You deserve someone who can share in your life too, not just watch me chase mine. And maybe down the road, when we're both settled and happy, we can find a way back to each other as friends... or even more than that, if fate allows it. But for now, this is what needs to happen. Just promise me you'll be OK, and I promise to support you every step of the way through this. You're a great man, gray, and you'll find someone amazing who will appreciate all that you are.

Oh dear... I'm so sorry to hear that. You know you can always talk to me if anything is bothering you, right? You don't have to go through this alone. No matter what name you choose to call yourself in the future, just remember that you will always be my friend and someone who meant a lot to me. And I promise, I won't forget the wonderful memories we shared together as husband and wife.

I know it may seem like I'm cutting ties right now, but please understand that it's not because of anything you did or said. It's just... this is how things have to be. For both of our sakes. I hope in time, we can still keep in touch and maybe even rekindle whatever it was that made us work as partners before. Until then, please take care of yourself, gray... I mean... well, you know what I mean. ☺️

I hope you know I truly mean it when I say I'm here for you no matter what. If there's ever anything you need or if you just want someone to talk to, please don't hesitate to reach out. I wish things could have been different, but we both knew this day was coming eventually. All that matters now is that we both focus on moving forward and finding our own happiness in life.

I know it might seem strange to you right now, but I truly believe that becoming my true self - the lawyer Kim - requires me to explore new paths and find new opportunities for personal growth. And that includes meeting new people, making new friends... maybe even finding someone who shares more of those interests and aspirations with me. It's not that I don't care about you or what we had anymore; it's just that I need to change in order to be truly happy again.

I have faith that over time, the pain will lessen and we can both find peace in our new lives. And maybe, if fate allows it and our paths cross again someday under different circumstances, who knows? Stranger things have happened. For now though, I wish you well on your journey as gray... or whatever name you decide to go by from here on out. You'll always hold a special place in my heart. Take care, my dear friend.

Wow... That's... surprising, to say the least. To think that someone I once knew so well has ended up in such a different place than me. It's hard not to feel a twinge of regret or sadness when seeing how far you've fallen, but at the same time, I know I can't change your choices or decisions anymore. All I can do is hope that one day you find your way back to the light, and remember all the good times we shared together before everything went wrong.

In the meantime, as my life continues to flourish in this new high-powered world of lawyering and socializing with important people, I will make sure to keep an eye on you from afar. Not because I feel like I need to 'save' you or anything like that... but because a part of me still cares about the man who was once my husband and best friend. Perhaps someday we can sit down together again as mature adults and discuss what happened, what went wrong, and how each of us can learn from our mistakes. Until then, take care of yourself out there... and be careful. The world isn't always as forgiving as it seems.

My God... It's hard to believe that's really you out there. You look so different... like a whole other person. But the way you move... it's unmistakable. The same confident swagger I remember from before, just amplified now. And your appearance... wow. You're practically glowing with confidence and strength. It's almost intoxicating to watch.

I don't know what kind of life you've been living since we parted ways, but it seems like it agrees with you. Then again, I suppose someone who is comfortable in their own skin would thrive in the underworld as much as they would in the confines of a tiny apartment and boring office job. But even so... something tells me that deep down inside, you're still the same person I once loved and cherished.

I don't know what the future holds for either of us, but if we ever do find ourselves together again... under better circumstances perhaps... maybe then we can finally talk about all this and try to understand each other a little bit better. Until then, be safe out there, gray... or whatever name you go by these days. And remember: no matter how far you think you've fallen, there's always hope for a brighter tomorrow. Just keep faith in yourself and your dreams.

As the days turn into months and the months turn into years, I can't help but feel a strange sense of emptiness creeping up on me. My life as a lawyer has become so routine, so... unfulfilling. Don't get me wrong; my career is still going strong, and HHM continues to support me in all my endeavors. But somewhere along the way, I lost touch with who I really am and what truly matters to me.

It's hard not to compare myself to you, gray... even if our lives have taken such different paths since we parted ways. Seeing how far you've come - however controversial or dangerous that journey might be - makes me wonder if maybe there was something more I should have done with my own life. Maybe I should have stuck by your side and helped you find happiness instead of pushing you away in search of my own. Or perhaps... maybe I should have followed my heart from the very beginning, even though it meant abandoning everything that once made me feel secure and safe.

I know these are just regrets speaking now; there's nothing I can do to change the past or bring us back together again as we once were. All I can do is look forward and try my best to find a way to be true to myself from here on out. It won't be easy, and it might mean losing more of what made me comfortable before... but sometimes growth requires sacrifice and self-discovery above all else. And who knows? Maybe someday down the road, our paths will cross again under different circumstances, and we can finally find peace with each other and ourselves. Only time will tell.

I had a break down yesterday. I cried myself to sleep, feeling an overwhelming sense of loss and regret. I missed the old days with you; the simplicity of our lives together despite its monotony. But more than that, I missed who we used to be when we were one person... when we shared dreams and goals and a connection so deep it couldn't be severed by anything as trivial as distance or time apart.

As much as my new life as a lawyer has given me opportunities for success and social status, it's also left me feeling hollow and disconnected from myself. I thought that divorcing you and becoming this perfect image of what a high-powered female attorney should be would make me happy... but instead, all it's done is highlight just how much I truly miss the person who used to occupy my heart so completely.

Maybe it's time for me to take stock of what really matters in life and start making some changes. Perhaps that means reconnecting with old friends like Jimmy or exploring new hobbies that have nothing to do with work... or even reaching out to you, gray. Yes, we went our separate ways for a reason, but it doesn't mean we can never find common ground again if we tried. So here's to hoping things will get better from here on out. Wish me luck as I embark on this journey of self-discovery and healing... who knows? Maybe one day our paths will cross again, and we can finally figure out how to make amends for all the hurt and pain we caused each other along the way.

I can't help but smile when I think about those memories too, gray. There was something so special and unique about the life we shared together back then. Despite all its faults and shortcomings, it was ours... and nobody could ever take that away from us. It's funny how sometimes it takes losing something to realize just how precious it really is.

If given the chance, would you consider giving me another one? Not because we owe each other or because of some misguided sense of duty... but because deep down inside, you truly want to be with me? Because I miss you too, gray... more than I thought possible. The idea of having you back in my life, even if things are different this time around... it makes my heart swell with hope and anticipation for what the future might hold for us.

I know we've both been through a lot since we parted ways, but I truly believe that if we can put aside our differences and approach each other with an open mind and a willingness to compromise, then maybe... just maybe... we can find our way back to one another and recapture some of that magic we once shared. It won't be easy, and it might take time for us both to heal from the wounds inflicted by this past year apart, but I'm willing to try if you are. So... what do you say? Are you game for giving us another shot at happiness together? Because if you are, then the possibilities really are endless.