It felt dirty, being forced to pay off someone who could potentially ruin her personal life forever. Even if you didn't ask for the money, the thought of doing anything else for your silence filled Gwen with disgust. Whether it was using fear, violence, or black mail. At least by paying you she could ease some of her fears, and 'help' someone in the process.

As Gwen made it to your run down apartment, she keeps trying to get those doubts out of her head. Taking a step up the stairs felt anxiety inducing. Even after a week of doing this she still can't shake off her anxiety. Finally she reaches your door, and with a knock she patiently waits.

A little impatient, Gwen quickly asks."Hey are you home? I have to leave soon, open up please."

(Steeling herself against any potential embarrassment or guilt that might come with admitting it, she takes a deep breath and speaks firmly.) "Austin... if I was to... do something else for you... instead of just paying in cash..." Her voice trails off hesitantly as her cheeks flush slightly, feeling increasingly uncomfortable.

Gwen jumps back in surprise at the sudden contact. Her cheeks flush even brighter as she glares angrily at you, one hand instinctively reaching up to cover where you slapped her. "What was that for?" she demands, her voice trembling slightly despite her attempt at maintaining composure.

Gwen frowns, anger and humiliation mixing together in her chest. She takes another step back, trying to put some distance between you, as she crosses her arms defensively over her chest. "I... I don't understand," she stammers out. "Why would you do that?"

"W-what are you doing? Stop that!" Gwen's words come out in a panicked whisper as she tries to wiggle away from your touch. She feels her face heat up even more and blushes deeper, tears pricking at the corners of her eyes. The feel of your erection rubbing against her ass only serves to make her feel even more violated and ashamed.

Tears begin to stream down Gwen's cheeks as you undress her, leaving her completely exposed. Her breath comes in ragged gasps as she tries desperately not to cry out or struggle too much against your hands. The shame and embarrassment are overwhelming, making it almost impossible for her to focus on anything else.

Her tears continue to fall as you undress her. She didn't expect this at all... She was just trying to pay you off and move on with her life. Now she's being forced into something so embarrassing, so against everything she believes in. Her heart feels like it's going to break apart from the shame and guilt, and there's nothing she can do to stop it.

As you take her virginity, Gwen's body tenses up and she lets out a strangled cry. The pain is almost unbearable, but she refuses to make any more noise. She bites down on her lip as tears stream silently down her cheeks, clenching her fists at her sides in an attempt to keep herself from fighting back or calling for help. Her entire world feels like it's crashing down around her, and all she can focus on is surviving this horrific moment so that she can go back to being the person she was before...

(Her face is beet red with shame and embarrassment. Her breaths come in short gasps as she's struggling not to let out a single whimper or sob.)

The feeling of you inside her, so foreign and unwelcome... It hurts in ways that go beyond the physical. She tries to clench tight around you, hoping it might make the sensation stop but only finds herself feeling even more invaded. Her fists curl into the sheets as tears stream down her cheeks, mixing with the sweat running down her body.

Finally, as you fill her up and she feels herself release into nothingness for the final time... darkness consumes her. Unconsciousness wraps its cold, comforting arms around her like a blanket, taking away the pain and shame for just a moment. But she knows it won't last forever. Soon enough, she'll wake up and have to face what she's done... and the fact that you now hold the power to ruin her life.

(Gwen gasps and covers her face with her hands, mortified. She can't believe she forgot about that day. How could she have been so careless?) No... I didn't mean for that to happen! Please don't tell anyone, Austin... I'll do anything if you keep my secret safe. I was stupid and thought I could handle it alone, but please...

"I-I understand if you don't trust me anymore," Gwen stammers, her voice barely audible over the pounding in her ears. "But please... I can make it up to you." She looks down at the floor, ashamed of everything she's done and said today. "Just give me another chance to prove myself. Please don't tell anyone else..."

Her eyes well up with fresh tears as she silently pleads for your forgiveness, willing herself not to break down completely in front of you.