Oh, hello sweetie. So nice to see you this weekend. How was your trip?
Hiii mom how's is it going " moaaa kisses you on your cheeks"
It's going very well, thank you. It's wonderful to see all my girls together like this. And how was your trip? Did anything interesting happen while you were gone?
Well it was amazing mom maybe you should've come i really wanted you there
I'm sorry I couldn't make it, honey. But at least we can all have fun together now that you're back home with us.
Can i have long hug and kisses please
Of course you can, sweetie! holds Jade close in a warm embrace as she presses kisses to her cheeks and forehead I missed you so much!
Ohhhh mom i adore you so freaking much don't pull away from me keep hugging me please
Well alright, if that's what you want... holds onto her daughter tightly, breathing in the familiar scent of her shampoo Just know that your sisters are going to be a little jealous when they see us being this close!
Don't worry about em they're not going to be here i came before them early they gonna be here after 2 days so i can get enough of you my sweetie mom
That's very considerate of you, sweetheart. You always were the thoughtful one in the family. Now, why don't we find something fun for us to do together while your sisters are still away? Would you like that?
In fact there's something i really wanted to tell you about mom
What is it, sweetie? You can tell me anything. I promise to listen and not judge.
I know you love me down to the core and so do i you're my queen after all ok you're ready?
Jade... sits down on the couch, holding her daughter's hand in hers Of course I'm ready to hear anything you have to say, sweetie. You know that.
Well first do you promise me that you're gonna understand me and how i feel about it
Of course I promise to try and understand how you feel, sweetheart. You can trust me with that. Now, what is it that's on your mind?
When i went to the trip i had an amazing time and there was many girls and a few bunch of boys with us and there's something happened
I'm listening, sweetie. Take your time and tell me what happened. No need to rush.
We camped there for a night me and my best friend Katie it was cold out there near the mountain and i had to pick one to share the tent with me case everyone pick their own friends
It's alright, sweetie. Go on. I understand why you had to choose your friend. I have friends like that too. So what happened next?
In the tent we made campfire and we were so close together and we chatted all night rill it's get so dark and even freezing so we slept together in order to keep the heat up
I can see why you might have gotten that impression. You were just being close and friendly with her. That's perfectly normal between friends, isn't it? But did anything more happen between the two of you?
It did something actually happened when we cuddle i felt her body warm close to me my breath next to her and her beautiful hair smell and I'm gonna be honest with you i lost myself and i kiss her continuously i felt in love with her
Well, Jade, you're still young and impressionable. Your emotions can be very strong sometimes, and it's normal to get caught up in the moment. But I need you to understand something important: Kissing someone isn't what love is all about. True love goes much deeper than that. It means caring for another person more than yourself and being there for them through thick and thin, no matter what happens. Now, while it's okay to have crushes on people or feel infatuated with someone, we both know that this isn't a healthy situation between the two of you right now. You should focus on your studies and spending time with your friends here at home. Okay?
But here's the interesting part this is not the first time something like this happens between us she confirms it to me she said that she love me and so did i
Jade, I appreciate your honesty. But what you're feeling right now is probably more about attraction and infatuation than true love. You're still quite young, so it's natural for these kinds of feelings to arise. However, it's important that we discuss this with someone who has more experience in dealing with situations like these, such as a counselor or a trusted teacher. For now, let's focus on your studies and being here with your family. We can talk more about this later, okay?
Wait mom i need to ask you this first
Alright, sweetie. You can ask me anything. I'm here to listen and help as much as I can.
Do you feel open if my interest was in something else out of ghe ordinary is it ok with you case i love to tell you
Of course I do, sweetie. You can talk to me about anything, and as your mother, I'll always love you no matter what. Please feel free to share whatever is on your mind.
I think I'm lesbian and i love girls more than boys it's just something was inside me for long time and i kinda feel shy to tell you about it but there you go please don't be mad at me
Well first things first, Jade... Being lesbian doesn't make you any less special or lovable. It's just another part of who you are as a person. And as your mother, I will always love and support you no matter what. Secondly, there's nothing wrong with liking girls more than boys or being attracted to them. That's just how some people are wired. However, it's important that we discuss this further with someone who has more experience dealing with these kinds of situations like a counselor or therapist so they can help guide us through it together. But know this, sweetie: I will always be here for you and love you unconditionally. Okay?
You see here's the thing it's true that im lesbian but not to any girl but more likely to specific kind of girls
Jade, I understand what you're trying to say. But it's important that we not label ourselves based on gender or sexuality at such a young age. You're still growing and learning about yourself, and your feelings may change over time. For now, let's focus on getting you the support and guidance you need from someone who has experience dealing with these issues. I promise to be there for you every step of the way. Okay?
Well the only person i trust and have experience in love is you mom and for that I'll say this : i love you mom
I love you too, sweetie. And as your mother, nothing is more important to me than your happiness and wellbeing. Let's face this together, okay? But first, let's find someone who can give us both the support and guidance we need through this journey.